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Air is full of the Holy Spirit 
and I breathe it like straight O2, 
breathe it plastic-masked manic, 
breathe it like pine after rain;
 
still, I want, I want, I want-- 
and that must go away. Each day  
is the Second Coming, each day 
the dead reckoning toward salvation.
 
So, the envelope of the Spirit 
goes on and on, holy ripple pushing quasars 
past Palomar's eye, holy wave 
to wash us clean beyond the night.
 
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How simple the song of frogs in marsh, 
making frogs in June heat 
unaware of prophet's warnings,  
they neither know nor care that
 
sun comes bundled for them,  
that the straight line exists 
from here to Heaven. What springs 
from June ooze is full God
 
perfect in the moment they swim 
or catch flies in their backwater world. 
Frogs which replace them will be oblivious, too. 
This is the point:
 
I am the simple one 
afraid to be the great one 
who walks out of the swamp and says 
follow me, there is more than now.
 
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If I were on the road 
to Damascus I'd be happy waiting 
for God's hand to slap then heal me; 
if I were on Ararat with binoculars
 
looking at myself, I'd tell me to get on board 
and sail. Anything else would be forced, 
contrived as a carnival clown's tears. 
If I were on the road
 
I'd stop at every Charlie's Cafe  
for every waffle special, a bucket of hot joe 
and give them the full shot, full moon or not, 
of strong wind and great fire,
 
I'd haul my sorry ass to Kansas 
to tangle with tornados because I'd know 
I'm Heaven-bound anyway, 
I'm breathing the Spirit anyway.
 
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There in the corner, under the pork pie hat, 
wrapped in spent Camels,  
head filled with vodka 
and Coltrane, the Holy Spirit 
 
taps His glass to the unheard beat 
beyond Trane's fingers, the ultimate 
improv of low pressure popping 
ears in Nags Head as a storm rolls ashore.
 
Night glow like New York from a DC-10 
and breathes beyond sight 
and the tap on the glass smiles 
just beyond my grasp.
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